Thursday, September 25, 2014

A note to my reader from Romania

Hi! I was wondering who was viewing this blog because I've never told anyone about it before!  I'm guessing you found it through some random google searching.

I want to thank you for taking the time to consistently reading it! :)  I hope it has helped you in some kind of way.

If you'd like to talk sometime, post your email down in a comment in this post and I'll contact you! :)

I'm wishing you a wonderful day.

A profound thought that Tiffany shared with me last night on overcoming the fear of living up to your potential

Last night I asked Tiffany what she thinks she needs to do so that she would get used to the feeling of success and she said something very profound.

DT: What do you think will make you able to emotionally come to terms with the fact that you can live up to your potential?

Tiffany: Ahh I guess I was just thinking of just letting myself experience success in small doses.  Like focusing on the next immediate logical step or change in order to grow and letting myself experience success with that instead of letting my mind jump forward to the end result and getting overwhelmed with that

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Texting Tiffany About How the First Meeting Went for the Accountable Group

Yaaay! The first accountability group went well!! With these things I think in the beginning people are a bit stiff since they don't all know each other yet. But it went well. 5 people out of the 10 came in today! 4 of them couldn't make it and 1 of them hasn't answered back to me. But I was actually really glad that it was a small group this time around because it was much easier to facilitate and lead. I was so nervous right before because of the whole talking in front of a group thing but after I got into it it wasnt so bad! My favorite thing about it was how people would chip in with really good advice that would help the other person with accomplishing their goal!! There was a really cool collaborative energy that was starting! For now it's going to be Thursdays at 7PM. I don't know if I want to do every Thursdays or just every other Thursdays! But yeah! I'm really glad I got around to organizing this finally! I had been procrastinating for the past 3 weeks on it!! Finally kicked my ass and set the meeting date and then just figured everything out as I went before the meeting date.

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Sweet things Mike Said to Me

Mike: You're beautiful and you're the best girlfriend I could ever hope to have. I love your passion for life and growth and learning. I think its hot you were working on the solar rover and are teaching yourself about electronics and mechanics and robots. I want to share your passions and grow with you. I know were both better people for loving each otherm
You're understanding and loving and encouraging and I think everyone who meets you is lucky to have the experience :)
I know sometimes I can be jealous, selfish, immature, afraid. I'm happy that you continue to love me.

Me: Awwww baby! I love you so much! You're the most understanding and loving and patient boyfriend I ever had. We are DEFINITELY better people having known each other. I've grown so much as a person ever since I met you, from social growth to emotional and mental growth. Those were some really sweet messages that you sent me. I can feeeel those feeeeels baby. I love you so fucking much. Thank you for telling me all of that. I really really appreciate it. 

Mike: Of course baby :). I love you so much.
You're the best and I want you to know it :)

Me: YOURE THE BEST. I love you baby. And I'm always here for you! REMEMBER THAT! 

Mike: Thank you baby
I wish you were here with me. I miss you a lot and I'm feeling sick and vulnerable.

Me: I wish I was there for you so I can help you feel better baby. But don't worry! You'll get through this!! <3

Mike: I just wanna say too that everyone loves us. I think were an inspiration and model to other peoples relationshiis

Me: I think so tooooo baby! :3 I think so too!!